Today, however, someone came to my site by using the search phrase: guide to using phenobarbital to commit suicide
Whoever you are, I hope you come back.
First off, suicide is permanent. And it's not a good choice.
If you seriously need help, do one of the following immediately:
- Call 9-1-1
- Contact the National Suicide Prevention Hotline
- Call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
I've been down the long dark road. All seemed hopeless. Then, I thought, "If I kill myself, there will never be another tomorrow. There will never be another smile. I'll never see the mountains or the ocean again. There will never be another pizza. I'll never see my family or friends again. I'll never be able to have the feeling of helping someone."
What has stopped me the most often from committing suicide was that thought that, "I CANNOT DO THIS TO MY DAUGHTER." She's 10. If you have children, it will destroy their lives and scar them forever.
Even if you don't have a good relationship with your family, deep down they care and will wonder, "Why?"
After a while, I found out that I would lose more than I would gain by ending it all. I hope you do the same. But don't delay. Get help. Call the number above or check out the website. Or call a friend. I've been there and the people on the hotline are great. They really care. You can feel safe calling them or checking out their website. Or try one of the groups listed in the post below.
If you do kill yourself, you'll have no idea how many people will grieve losing you. There are a lot more than you think.
No matter how down you are, find someone, anyone to talk to today. That is a start. It's a step in the right direction.
Bookmark this blog. It's a funny and informative place. I suffer from several mental illnesses and I've been taken 2,300 miles away from my daughter. Ending it all crosses my mind a lot. However, I saw the good I was doing by making people laugh and learn with this blog. It has kept me alive. Stop back. You're always welcome here. You should laugh and learn like the other thousands and thousands of people that have come here.
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